Sunday, July 25, 2010
Holding On to My Life...
It is incredibly hot here. After a week in the mountains my body wasn't ready for the intensity of the sun. By 3:00 I was feeling a bit dizzy...and really emotional.
I finally escaped to the roof. No one around I let the tears come. I've been so lost out here. Everyday I wake up and I wonder what is wrong with me. This trip is a chance of a life time.
Last summer was so different. Things clicked out here. I found my way. I didn't want to go home. Now I count the days until I go home.
I am not sure how this journey will play out. Right now I take it day by day. I do know that I am leaving Seville and the intense heat. I am heading for the beach tomorrow. Being near the water always gives me some clarity.
Funny how a year can change everything. Isn't it?