Feeling a bit nostalgic I just read some of my posts from last summer's trip to Spain. As I'm reading I'm thinking to myself how different my life is now. I was asked last summer if my trip to Spain was my way of running away. At that time I WAS running, but at the same time I was healing and most significantly I was growing....I wonder if the person who asked me about running away has grown?
I've been planning my next adventure which begins in two months. My journey will take me to France, back to Spain, and to Portugal. Am I running again? Of course, but this time I'm running TO something...discovery, exploration, opportunity, and life.
One of my best friends, and gay husband, sent me a box of business cards this week. Under my name it says, "Teacher/Writer/Explorer," and the quote at the top appropriately states, "Not all those who wander are lost." Amazing what happens in a year's time, isn't it?
Last summer I left Virgina feeling lost and a bit broken. This summer I will leave knowing that this is the way my life SHOULD be. I'm supposed to explore and I'm supposed to write. As far as being broken...well, all is put back together and stronger than ever.
I wrote last summer that I am a survivor...that I've always achieved the goals I set. This is true...this last year I've made tremendous strides not only as a teacher, but as a writer, and as a woman. What is truly amazing is that the reality is so much sweeter than I originally visualized.
Sometimes I have to stop and wonder if all this is really happening. Am I about to travel Europe for six weeks on my own? Am I a homeowner? Am I really a paid writer? Am I at peace at my school? Am I in love for real this time?
Yep...it is REALLY happening...thanks...I'm enjoying each and every delicious moment...